Shinedown - Through the Ghost

Trying to get back in the groove of blogging and thought I would start off with music I am listing too.  This is one of my faves and wanted to share.

Speak of the devil

Look who just walked into the room

The guilted and faded

Notion of someone I once knew.

All the perfect moments are wrong

All the precious pieces are gone

Everything that mattered is just

A city of dust

Covering both of us

Did you hide yourself away?

I can't see you anymore

Did you eclipse another day?

I used to wake up to the color of your soul

Did you hide yourself away?

Are you living through the ghost?

Did you finally find a place

Above the shadows so the world will never know?

The world will never know you like I do

So many silent sorrows

You never hear from again

And now that you've lost tomorrow

Is yesterday still a friend?

All the bridges we built were burned

Not a single lesson was learned

Everything that mattered is just

A city of dust…

I really don't care

Oh my god, I think this country is headed for a civil war.   I blame the media as well as Facebook and twitter.   People get over yourselves.   If you want to make a change run for a government office.  It is very easy to post shit, that half of your friends and family don't want to see.  Enough!

I have made a decision that going forward everything I do is for me.  Yes, that is what I said.  I am going to make Dennis great!  I am already great, but I am not going to let whining people get it my way.  I have shit that I need to do and get done.

The weather has been so nice the last couple of days.  I have logged 12/miles and have made a commitment to myself that I will either get out everyday or got my ass on the treadmill.  NO MORE DRAMA pulling me down.

Ok enough bitching, let's focus on the good.   The boys are both doing great and I am so proud of them.   I am pretty sure I wasn't an easy father to grow up with, but they have both found the path that they need to be on.  I do miss Eric not being around, but know that him moving to FL. is the best for him and his career.

Things have been great at home.  With both the boys out, we are like teenagers again.  Not sure if that is good or bad but we are having a shit load of fun.   Just beware if you knock at the door, I may answer in my underwear or possibly nothing at all.  Hey I didn't ask you to knock at my door, that was your choice.

All week I have been jamming to Shinedown.  Love you guys, please keep the great music coming our way.

How did you love?

And if it all get's to much, put all the belongings and shit behind you and just be a low life.  Believe me I have seen places in India and Africa that would love to have what this lowlife has.